This was the first post that I ever ‘liked’ guys. I literally scrolled down through over one thousand posts, and found this. I found posts through two different relationships and friendships. I felt many emotions with many different people and it was really good to see what all I felt over the past 10 months or so. I feel I’ve changed as a person, maybe some for the good but also the bad. I’ve made mistakes, some towards people and some of my mistakes have been trusting the same people. I’ve had a year filled with sadness, triumph, joy, strife, and melancholy, and in all actuality I would kill to have another year like the last one I had, minus a few things of course. I hope my friends stay close and I make it through this year in one piece. If there’s any lesson I’ve learned though in this long time that has passed, its that you need to let your guard down some, learn to trust, but as soon as somebody oversteps their boundaries, cut them off. You need to learn to not take what you’ve got for granted, and appreciate it while you do, and if it happens to disappear, and you want it back, you should have thought from the beginning and known that’s what you wanted. There are so many things that I used to think ” Man, if I only had another chance at this/that/them.” But not anymore.. Nowadays I think more that if all of the choices I made didn’t happen, I’d be a totally different person right now, and I like who I’ve become. I have morals and I have friends; some of the best the world has to offer I might add, and who knows what I’d do without them. I love my friend, I love my family, I love life. Wouldn’t trade any of it for the world.

This was the first post that I ever ‘liked’ guys.

I literally scrolled down through over one thousand posts, and found this.

I found posts through two different relationships and friendships. I felt many emotions with many different people and it was really good to see what all I felt over the past 10 months or so. I feel I’ve changed as a person, maybe some for the good but also the bad. I’ve made mistakes, some towards people and some of my mistakes have been trusting the same people. I’ve had a year filled with sadness, triumph, joy, strife, and melancholy, and in all actuality I would kill to have another year like the last one I had, minus a few things of course. I hope my friends stay close and I make it through this year in one piece.

If there’s any lesson I’ve learned though in this long time that has passed, its that you need to let your guard down some, learn to trust, but as soon as somebody oversteps their boundaries, cut them off. You need to learn to not take what you’ve got for granted, and appreciate it while you do, and if it happens to disappear, and you want it back, you should have thought from the beginning and known that’s what you wanted.

There are so many things that I used to think ” Man, if I only had another chance at this/that/them.” But not anymore.. Nowadays I think more that if all of the choices I made didn’t happen, I’d be a totally different person right now, and I like who I’ve become. I have morals and I have friends; some of the best the world has to offer I might add, and who knows what I’d do without them.

I love my friend, I love my family, I love life.

Wouldn’t trade any of it for the world.

(via mabeysunshine)

3 months ago
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